9.22.2008

The Road Not Taken



The events of the past couple of weeks have passed by in a blur of days and activity. With Miriam’s last day in the office having come and gone, Liz and I have been left to our own devices. My compiled list of all the tasks I have to complete filled about three printed pages, so I have had no problem finding things to keep me busy. Callum, along with Liz’s help, has been writing a proposal for the healthcare component of the program. This document will be submitted to an organization in the United States this week, and we hope they will agree to fund a pilot of the program, to be followed later by a full implementation. Following this submission, Callum will begin working on a plan for the dioceses of Atlanta and Virginia, which Bishop Mdimi will take to the United States when he travels there in October. The work of The Carpenter’s Kids seems to be constantly evolving and expanding, and it’s been great to witness these changes.

One of the big events in the diocese this week was Synod, which is a yearly meeting of all the priests of the diocese. For the past few years, however, there hasn’t been enough money available to hold the convention, and therefore this year marked the first Synod in three years. Pastor Noah, the director of The Carpenter’s Kids, is also a parish priest at a church in Dodoma. He spent the week in Mvumi (about one hour outside Dodoma) at Synod, and we hoped at some point that he would have a chance to address the group about the program. As the schedule was very tight we were unsure whether this would be a possibility, but Noel and I nevertheless prepared a Power Point presentation with photos I had taken at villages and information about the program. On Wednesday afternoon, Pastor Noah called to tell us there was a chance we would be given a brief amount of time later that evening, and that he would like the whole staff to come to Synod to be present for this. So, after spending almost a full day in the office, Liz, Noel, Mmoti, John, Callum, Daudi, John Joseph (the CK driver), and I set out on the hour drive to Mvumi. After waiting around for about four hours for all the priests to assemble at their nightly meeting, we entered the convention hall and were seated in front of 600 people. This large group included all of the diocesan parish priests in addition to one other member from each parish, as well as the head staff of the diocese which included Bishop Mdimi. We were luckily given time to give a brief presentation, and therefore we were all required to introduce ourselves. Liz and I have become quite accustomed to giving our short intros in Swahili in the villages, but doing it in front of 600 people was intimidating to say the least! Callum read out his introduction which the guys in the office had helped him write earlier that afternoon. As always, however, the group was very appreciative – and somewhat surprised – at our use of the language, especially after Pastor Noah told them we’d only been here for a short time. After Pastor Noah’s brief summary of the program, Bishop Mdimi elaborated greatly upon the background and benefits of the program. He is one of the few bishops in Tanzania who accepts help from the Episcopal Church of the United States, and most other bishops refuse this connection due to the issues of homosexuality and the ordaining of women. Bishop Mdimi is a very knowledgeable and forward-thinking man, and it was wonderful to hear him speak so generously of both the United States and of The Carpenter’s Kids Program. After the presentation the staff finally headed home, arriving back in Dodoma about eleven p.m. We were exhausted and weary from the long day, but renewed in our pride for The Carpenter’s Kids.

I am finding one of the more challenging aspects of being here is the environment in which I work. I have come to realize from past work experience that I am definitely not an “office worker”, and I am much more suited for work “in the field”. Put me in a hospital or a retail store (both of which I have experienced) and I’m fine, but put me in an office, and I tend to get exasperated fairly quickly. The office also seems to grow infinitely warmer with each passing day, which doesn’t ease the situation in the slightest. I am finding my wonderful colleagues to be a blessing, as without them I’m not quite sure I’d be able to make it through the day! Part of the difficulty of this situation comes from the fact that I entered into this experience thinking it would give me a break between school and getting a job, and in essence what I have done is come to Africa and started a job! This is not to say that I’m not enjoying the work that I’m doing – because I most definitely am – but I will say that I look forward to our Saturdays in the villages, which are hands down my favorite part of the week. Just yesterday we visited the villages of Chiuftuka and Chibelela, both of which were quite a distance from Dodoma. It was a first-time distribution at Chifutuka, and it quickly became clear that Liz, Ainsley (a visitor from Australia), and I were the first white people these villagers had ever seen! While we are used to the attention that Wzungu receive in Dodoma and in other towns of Tanzania, I don’t think we were quite prepared for the spectacle we became in this village. The children were all very excited at our being there, and everyone – adults included – was constantly lining up to have their photos taken. It was possibly the first time they had seen a camera as well, and seeing themselves on the digital screen was a source of endless entertainment. As always we were warmly welcomed, our imperfect (though improving!) Swahili was regarded with surprise and applaud, and John was even presented with the gift of a chicken – which then rode with us inside the Land Rover for the remainder of our journey. Overall it was quite an interesting day!

The Ex-Pat community in Dodoma is quite large, and I am always somewhat surprised upon walking around town to see Wzungu whom I have never seen before. Part of this is because it seems as though the people here are constantly changing. There are always new people arriving, people leaving, and people visiting, so there is ample opportunity to meet new volunteers like myself. I have enjoyed spending time with everyone I’ve met so far, and the people in our compound are no exception. Our compound is made up of 8 apartments, two of which were empty until just this week, and the rest of which are lived in by Ex-Pats. Aside from Liz and I there is Leane, who lives two doors down from me and teaches at the CAMS school across the road. She is from New Zealand and is the mother of two college-aged boys (they will be visiting for a month or so in November, so she is very excited about that!), and she plans on being here long term, meaning 8 to 10 years. She has been a wonderful friend to both Liz and I, and it has become somewhat of a ritual to have dinner with her in the courtyard on Thursday nights. Another apartment is occupied by Catherine, who is also from New Zealand and teaches at the school. She too, has been very helpful, and always extends an offer for us to tag along when she’s heading to town. KuSum, who is from India, is another one of our neighbors. She is doing research on neonatal and maternal deaths, and she is usually very busy with her work. Her husband is currently in Vietnam on work business, and I think she is finding it hard to be away from him. She came and chatted with me the other night and began talking about how her husband keeps telling her she should leave her job here so they could be together. She said that as appealing as that option sounded, she could not just leave her work. She said, “Though you may want to, you can't run away from life. It will always haunt you to fail. You'll regret it for the rest of your life.” Her words really struck a chord with me, and I keep reminding myself of them. Even though sometimes I may find it difficult to be here, and there will be times that I’ll want to pack up and come home, I know that I would be disappointed in myself for doing so, and I’m not sure whether that is something I’d be able to forget. Another apartment is occupied by Corey, who works at the hospital in Mvumi. She only lives here on the weekends, and I think have only seen her once in the month and a half that I’ve been here! The other two apartments, which had been empty, are now occupied by two 21-year-old girls from Holland. They just arrived on Tuesday and will be here for five months. They are speech therapy students and will be working at the school for the deaf as the final part of their studies. The two of them joined Liz, Leane, and I for our weekly dinner, and they are both very sweet girls. It will be nice having a few more young people here to hang out with! Liz will be moving out of her apartment in about three weeks and into Miriam’s apartment at the lower compound. It will be strange not having her ten steps outside my door, but at least she’ll only be about a five minute walk away. I believe that Peter – a teacher from the U.S. returning for his second trip – will then move into Liz’s apartment. There’s no telling who will come and go around here, but it’s nice to be surrounded by such a wonderful group of people.

Some of my most enjoyable moments of the past week have been centered around a usually unenjoyable engagement for me – running. I ran cross country and track all through high school and have since attempted to continue this habit, but the truth is that I usually hate every minute of it. I perform this dauntless task for no other reason than without it I feel lazy, but my dedication to the sport ebbs and flows with great inconsistency. I’ve done a bit of a better job here, and for a time I was doing my running in the late afternoons. The increasing heat and my tiredness after work have provided two good excuses to talk myself out of going, however, and thus I regrettably dragged myself out of bed before work on a couple occasions last week to get it over and done with. While I had been running a loop consistent with our daily walks to the office – into town on the main road and returning home on the back roads, with maybe a few loops around the school thrown in – on one of these mornings I decided to head south of our compound and in the opposite direction of town. Less than five minutes after heading out, the paved road quickly gave way to the dusty and rock-strewn roads typical of Dodoma, and a clustering of mud brick houses lined the periphery. I continued on this path for a while towards one of the mountains of craggy rocks which seem to enclose the town, passing men, women, and children on their way to work and school. I usually receive a substantial number of odd looks – as people’s diets and lifestyles leave little need for exercise in Tanzania – and a variety of greetings to most of which I know the appropriate responses. At one point I decided it was a time to walk for a bit, and not long after I was joined by a little girl of seven or eight who had emerged from one of the houses along the path. Due to my small repertoire of Swahili and hers of English, we quickly exhausted the little information we could extract from each other, and thus were left to simply walk side by side. Monica – as I discovered was her name – took my hand, not seeming to mind that we’d met mere seconds before, and it was like this that she and I walked together, not saying a word. We came to a point and decided to turn around, and in passing back by her house she indicated that she wanted me to come with her. I was a little apprehensive about this, as I wasn’t sure whether we’d encounter her parents – who would surely wonder why their daughter had brought a strange Wzungu to their home – but nevertheless I went with her. I timidly set foot into the dirt floors and walls of her living room, and soon realized that no one else was home. I was able to gather from Monica that her parents were at work and she was left home alone, as she did not go to school. She encouraged me to sit in one of the upholstered chairs, and she disappeared behind one of the three curtained doorways of the small house. She came back with paper in hand, which she proudly handed over to me. The papers were letters from her pen pal, a girl named Zoe from Colorado, and she insisted that I read each one of them. It was clear from the dates that these letters had been written years ago, and I wondered whether this correspondence still continued or whether she had safely stowed these crumpled letters as one of her few possessions. It made me feel guilty about the child a friend and I had sponsored through World Vision in middle school. After receiving only one letter in many months we had decided that $22 per month was too much to spare from our babysitting allowances, and thus abandoned our African pen pal. After a few more minutes I indicated to Monica that I had to go to work, and while she was intently trying to communicate something to me in Swahili, I reluctantly had to say goodbye and leave her without understanding a word she said. I told her that maybe one day I would come visit her again, and I hope that a future running journey will enable me to do so. I was touched by the simplicity and the warmth we had shared in our short time together, and I couldn’t help but feel a little bounce in my step and smile on my face as I headed towards home.

After going to church this morning and then spending a few lazy hours poolside at the Dodoma Hotel, I decided yet again that I should probably go on a run. Despite the fact that it was the hottest time of the day, I knew that whenever a running urge strikes I have to snatch it up, else it disappears as quickly as it came. The extreme heat brought about the rebellion in me, however, and for once I decided to cast aside the spandex Under Armor pants that I had taken to wearing under my running shorts. It had been instilled in us that modesty is of utmost importance here, and shorts are seen to be inappropriate. It was my logic, however, that running was a different story, and if the Olympic photos on the front pages of the paper were any indication, then even Tanzanians knew that people exercise in shorts! So, I set out – barelegged and all – and headed out to search for a route which Callum had told me about. I seemed to receive no more or less unusual looks from passersby, so I convinced myself that the shorts were obviously not too terrible of a thing! I ran for a while before I found the turn-off Callum had described which apparently led to a large water hole. I began my trek down the small and very rural footpath, and was immediately in awe of the landscape around me. I imagine that my surroundings were very similar to what you would find in Arizona, though I have never been to this part of the United States. Everything had a slightly orange tint from all the dust, and the leafless foliage, unusual shaped trees, and craggy hills lent a very desert-like feel to the landscape. I continued along the path, my only company being goats and cows, who would begin trotting along at my approach, leaving a dusty wake for me to follow. At one point I climbed a small hill and saw the “water hole” below me. My vantage point afforded me a great view, and what I saw around me was a beautiful sight. Children and animals alike were seeking respite from the midday sun by swimming in the water, and a few older boys were lounging on the banks. I continued to follow the trail which swung in a wide arc around the water, and after exchanging a few greetings with the children swimming, headed back towards the road. When I was almost back into town I took the opportunity to stop and talk to a few women who had greeted me in English on my way past the first time. One of the women said she had lived in Pennsylvania while her husband was in school there, and we talked for a bit about what I was doing in Dodoma. I took this opportunity to ask (as she was a Tanzanian who spoke very good English) whether the shorts I was wearing were a bad thing. Her reply gave me much relief, as she explained that in normal life yes, shorts are bad, but that they are fine for exercising. I was grateful for her advice, as well as for the conversation, which provided a short break from my laborious running in the intense heat! I was reminded of cross country days in high school when we would gather to run in the almost unbearable heat of August in Georgia. This time, however, I was glad that stopping to walk cast only disappointment upon my own conscience, and there were no coaches there to frown at my lack of endurance. Though I arrived home exhausted and dripping with sweat, I realized that I actually had enjoyed my run. It has become clear that discovering things on foot and straying from my normal path is the best way to experience things. On both of these excursions I have been blessed – whether it be by the company of a sweet little girl or by having the beautiful landscape of Africa lain before me– and as Robert Frost wrote in his famous poem, “I took the [road] less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.”

This past month and a half has presented me with many new roads down which to travel. I’ve encountered road blocks and many a pot hole, but now and then I find one which has the smooth ride of a newly paved road. I’m trying to take all these things in stride, and I never know what will be waiting for me just around the next bend. Though I know I’ll continue to encounter minor bumps during my time here, I also know that each new road brings new joys as well, and they’ll help me find my way.

9.10.2008

Phone Number Edit

I got news that the phone number I posted on here didn't work, and I think I was missing some numbers. Here is the updated one:

011 255 787 599 511

9.09.2008

The World Wide Web

Well, I am writing this blog post from the comfort of my cozy African abode, meaning that I finally have internet! It's been a long month of using the unreliable internet in the office and racing against time and money in internet cafes, and I'm so relieved to finally have it at home. It's going to be a challenge reminding myself that every MB I download is costing me money, and the convenience of flat monthly rates does not exist here. I've spent quite a bit of time on here this evening doing various things, and I'm sure I've run down my prepaid credit quite a bit. I figure it's worth it though, and it puts it in perspective to think that I probably won't come close to spending on Internet per month what I did back home on clothes! I have finally posted pictures as well, and they can be viewed at http://picasaweb.google.com/sarahldailey. I hope you enjoy viewing them as much as I enjoyed taking them. I think Liz finds it humerous (and possibly somewhat annoying) that I often make her stop on our walks around town because I see something I want to take a picture of! I guess it's nice to know that no matter what my memory may forget over time, the pictures will be there to remind me.

Liz and I spent our days off this weekend painting the office, and I think everyone is hap
py with the results. We tediously painted the new Swahili logo on the door and on one wall of the office, and it definitely brightens up the room! Before I came to Africa I didn't expect to be spending so much time in an office. Now that I've realized I'll be there quite a bit, we're doing all we can to make it an enjoyable environment to work in. The next improvement might come in the form of a fan, as it's started to get very hot in the afternoons. It's strange that the weather is beginning to warm up here, whereas at home the opposite will be happening in a month or so. Although I usually hate the cold of winter, I might find that I'll miss it this year!

I have officially had the first wedding proposal of my life, and let's just say that it wasn't all I'd hoped my first proposal would be! Liz and I were walking home from the office on Sunday when we were approached by a man. After introducing himself he bluntly explained that he was hoping to be married soon, and that he wanted to marry a white woman. His next sentence caught us a little off guard, as he said "Do you think that would be possible?" Liz and I quickly realized that he was wondering whether it would be possible to marry either one of us! Liz quickly explained that no, she wasn't going to be getting married anytime soon. With that, he turned to me and said, "Well maybe you will be the one I can have this conversation with." I explained that I was not looking to get married either, and we said goodbye and continued on our way. This conversation definitely provided us with some laughs, and I have remarked to Liz that we should have asked him how many cows he would have offered for us. Apparently it is common to offer livestock in exchange for a bride here, and the number and quality of animal is representative of how worthy the bride is seen to be. Miriam told us that she was once offered three cows, and I would have been curious to know how many of God's little creatures Liz and I would have fetched. Maybe next time we'll be prepared with questions of our own!

I finally got the recipe for the cake that Margaret, my housekeeper, makes. I thought I'd share it with you all! Though there's nothing African about it, it is just plain good, and worth the time to make! I haven't tried out the recipe myself yet - who needs recipes when I have a cook! - so you're on your own with this one!

MAMA MARGARET'S CINNAMON CAKE
Ingredients for cake:
- 2 cups flour
- 1 1/4 cups sugar
- 1 tsp salt
- 3 tsp baking powder
- 1/2 cup margarine
- 2 eggs

Ingredients for topping:
- 3 tbsp sugar
- 1 tbsp cinammon
- 1/2 tsp margarine

Mix cake ingredients together until smooth. Pour into a greased and floured cake pan. In a saucepan, combine the ingredients for the topping. Set on low heat and mix until small clumps are formed. Sprinkle on top of cake. Bake at 350 degrees for 30-45 minutes. Enjoy!

I hope that with my renewed connection with the rest of the world that I can be better about posting and replying to emails. It's hard to remember how we survived when the internet didn't exist, back when encyclopedias were the norm for referencing facts! It's amazing to reflect on how far the Western world has come in these past few decades, and being here makes you appreciate the convenience of our home so much more. This part of the world is still behind, and many people here don't even have access to running water, much less computers. I have to wonder when - if ever - technology and modern advances will reach the remote villages of Tanzania and other parts of the world, but there are so many more necessary things which need to come before this. Things we've never had to live without - running water, electricity - some of these people have never had. Hopefully the turtles of the world will eventually catch the hares, this time with no anomosity at the finish line.

9.05.2008

Day by Day

Written Thursday evening September 4, 2008

As of today I have officially been in Tanzania for one month, but I’m finding it a little difficult to come to terms with this fact. When I realize that I’ll only be here for a little over seven more months it seems as though this first one has gone by rather quickly; but on the other hand, it seems like one month is far too short to account for the time that has passed since I said my final goodbyes and boarded my plane in Atlanta. During my four years of college it was normal for a month to pass between visits to Gainesville to see family or friends who didn’t attend UGA, but with my hectic schedule of classes, work, and busy weekends, these months passed without much thought. Perhaps it was the fact that I always knew that I could drive home or to see friends at a moment’s notice which made these distances bearable. Being 9,000 miles across the globe puts a different perspective on things, and I am definitely finding it more difficult. The first UGA football game of the season was this past weekend, and though I never was a huge football fan by Georgia standards, I found myself wishing I could be there. You miss what you know you can’t have!

We have definitely settled into a routine now and I’m finding that the days are passing by quite quickly. Every morning Liz and I make the 15 minute walk to work, arriving in the office by about 8:30. We have been busy the past week and a half working with Miriam to learn what jobs we will take over from her when she leaves the office next week. It’s hard to believe that she has done all this work alone up to this point. There is quite a bit of work that Liz and I will be splitting, and we have both been assigned to our own areas of expertise – complete with flashy job titles. Liz is now the Program and Policy Development & Management Advisor. She will be in charge of the business side of the program. My title is the International Communications & Development Management Advisor, which pretty much means I am in charge of all forms of communication between the diocese and the parishes here, as well as with the supporting parishes in the U.S. I am also in charge of all of our graphic design, and I was happy to find that I could put my major in art to good use. I have already revamped the newsletter which we send out every month, and hope to get the August issue out within the next couple days. I also designed a Swahili version of the English logo which was designed some time ago, and I have begun implementing this into our publications. We’ve also been working on improving the condition of the office. I quickly set about rearranging the furniture, and Liz and I got rid of the ugly, ripped floor covering which was laid on top of the concrete. Though plain concrete floors don’t seem that appealing, believe me – it’s better than the alternative! I’m also planning to cover the bulletin boards with some of the great fabric which is sold here, and I am going to paint the new Swahili logo on the door and one of the walls. As Miriam says – I’m putting my mark on the office already!

Aside from the ten of us that work in the office on a daily basis, there are constantly people filing in and out, and it is usually pretty crowded. There is barely enough room for everyone to work, and Liz, Miriam, Callum, and I have been bringing our laptops to help ease this situation. About a quarter of our office space is currently occupied by mosquito nets and other supplies which are given out at the weekly distributions. We have plans to move these to make room for more workspaces. It will be much easier to get things done when we aren’t sitting on top of each other!


The many visitors which crowd the office each day are all here for various reasons. Many of these are Carpenter’s Kids and their guardians who have come to Dodoma to seek treatment for some illness. After they visit the clinic on the floor below us they come to the office to be reimbursed for their treatments. Although the healthcare division of the program is still being developed – Callum is currently working on this – we do have an Emergency Healthcare fund which these reimbursements come from. Medical treatment is very inexpensive here, but with the volume of children who come to our office for help, these costs add up quite quickly. It will be great when the Healthcare policy is up and running, and the dioceses of Atlanta and Virginia are ready to pitch in their support in this area.

We usually leave the office at about 4:30 and head home, after which I try to find things to fill up the rest of the day. I occasionally bring some work home to finish, though after already spending 8 hours in the office, this isn’t my favorite way of killing time. I’ve been trying to run most days, I’ve been reading quite a bit, and I’m quickly making my way through Liz’s DVD collection. A combination of tiredness and having nothing to do usually has me in bed by 11pm, which is much earlier than I’m used to. I’m glad to have finally settled into a day to day routine, and it’s something I’ve been waiting for since I arrived. It’s clear to me now that Liz and I will have our work cut out for us, and I know that there are many things which wouldn’t be done without us here to take over for Miriam. There are so many things which contribute to the running of The Carpenter’s Kids, much of which I am not even aware of yet. It will be interesting to see how Liz and I cope without Miriam’s guidance, but I know we’ll figure it all out eventually. The guys in the office are busy with their own tasks, but they are always willing to lend a helping hand as well.

The church situation is one that Liz and I are having a little difficulty adjusting to. Before I left I expected church to be the one thing which would be familiar about my life here, but I’m finding that this is not the case. The Anglican cathedral holds three services on Sundays, two of which are in Swahili and one which is in English. We have been attending the English service lately, but as I mentioned before it is much different than what I’m used to. Everything that I like about the Episcopalian method of worship is taken to the opposite extreme. The traditional hymns are replaced with contemporary songs displayed on a Power Point presentation, and Liz and I have started referring to this as “Happy Clappy Music”. Whereas at home I can almost recite word-for-word what part of the service my father is coming to next, the service here follows no distinct pattern. Even the Bible readings are edited to include more modern language, and the prayers I’ve had memorized since childhood have words omitted or changed. The English congregation does not have a priest, and the service is led by several missionaries. While there is absolutely nothing wrong with this style of worship - and I know that many denominations choose to worship in this way - I find it strays too far from what I consider ‘normal’ to be enjoyable. Church is meant to be a time of relaxation and reflection, but I find I spend this hour each Sunday slightly irritated and wondering when it will end. I guess being a Preacher’s Kid and attending church nearly every Sunday for my entire life has made me a true Episcopalian! Liz and I are considering attending the 7am Swahili service this week. We have been to this service once before, and though we can’t understand a word of the service, it somehow all makes sense. The service is led by actual priests who follow a set liturgy. The music during this service – though not traditional hymns - is beautiful, and when the congregation sings they sound like a trained choir. The church also has several youth choirs which sing throughout the service, and they are incredible as well. Though this service is different from anything I’ve ever experienced, the fact that it is a traditional African service makes it normal. Maybe if Liz and I can get ourselves to church by 7am we’ll become regulars at this service, though I’m sure we might be the only “Wazungu” there!

I received the sad news a couple days ago that Liz will be abandoning me in October to move about two blocks away to another CAMS compound. There are a few more missionaries coming to teach at the school, and Liz’s apartment has been promised to one of them. Liz will therefore move into Miriam’s old apartment when she returns to New Zealand. Aside from the fact that it will be strange not to have her next door, it also ruins our internet plans! We have been waiting for weeks for an internet provider in town to receive wireless routers from the U.S. Though their service is expensive to install, we were optimistic that we would have both been able to share one router, thus splitting the cost in half. They also charge a flat monthly rate, which is much better than the other providers in town. The service which most people use, a company called TTCL, is not wireless, and they do not charge a flat monthly rate. Their installation is less expensive, but they charge you by how many megabytes you download, which can add up quite quickly. It seems as though we now have no choice in the matter but to go through TTCL, and had we known this I could have had internet weeks ago! I will be calling them as soon as possible, so hopefully I won’t be without internet for too much longer. I feel extremely cut off from the rest of the world with our limited access, and I am very anxious to change that!

A lot has happened this past month, and I am grateful for all that I have seen and experienced thus far. I can only hope that the remainder of my time here continues to be as enriching, but I have no doubt that it will prove to be. I’m in a beautiful country surrounded by wonderful people, and I’m learning new things everyday. I could not ask for more.



8.27.2008

Tanzanian TV Land

I started off my last post with a bit of good news, but unfortunately I must begin this one with some bad news. About twenty minutes after I put up my last post we headed to a roundtable discussion and final lunch before leaving Dodoma with the NY group. All the pastors of the various parishes were there to see off the visitors and to share their thoughts on the distributions at the roundtable. The pastor from Iringa Mvumi was in attendance, which was the parish I visited with the terribly sick 28-year-old man. The reverend unfortunately was the bearer of bad news, as he told us that the man had died that morning. It was in fact AIDS that killed him, and it was also this terrible disease that killed his wife two years ago. It is hard to imagine what will happen to the five children he and his wife left behind, and I can only hope that their grandfather and other family members are able to care for them. Eight percent of Tanzania’s population is infected with HIV, and many people are not even aware they have it. People either do not have access to testing services or they choose ignorance over enlightenment and forego testing altogether. Of those who are aware they are infected, however, I’m sure there are many who cannot afford the medication. Miriam told me a story soon after I arrived here which still angers me to think about. One of the Tanzanians she knows was telling her what they had been taught about AIDS in school. He explained they had been told that the disease was created in an American laboratory and was introduced to Africa in an attempt to eradicate the population. It is shocking to think people would teach children this, and I am sure that many of these now adults still consider this to be true. Miriam asked her friend whether they still believed this and only got a shrug of the shoulders as a response. It’s unbelievable!

These last few days have been blissfully boring and uneventful, as we were given a few days vacation after returning from Dar es Salaam. I was greatly looking forward to sleeping in to ungodly hours, but unfortunately this is an indulgence which has been taken from me. Three weeks straight of early mornings has ingrained a habit on me which 8am classes never could, and I find myself up everyday at 8am. The fact that I do not have solid glass windows doesn’t help matters either, and the squeals of the children at the primary school across the road eventually force me out of bed with the realization that there is no hope for more sleep. Aside from short trips to Liz’s door to borrow DVDs, I have rarely left my house – much less the compound – and I have thoroughly enjoyed it. I’ve watched an entire season of a show called Psych, and though I’m not sure whether it would hold my attention at home, it has definitely provided me with hours of entertainment! I’ve now moved on to Christy, which brings back memories of home. My mom used to like watching this show when it made its one-season appearance on TV years ago, and I can remember watching it with her on Saturday nights. Liz and I are a bit concerned about the day we make it through our sparse DVD collections. Hopefully by that point we will have internet access, which we all know can cause hours to pass in the blink of an eye. Tomorrow we go back to work, and we have a new staff member starting work with us this week – another New Zealander! Callum and his wife Laura arrived last week, and while Laura will be teaching at the CAMS school, Callum will be working with us. They are friends of Miriam’s from home, and from our first meeting they seem like great people. It will be nice to have new company both in and out of the office.

Our trip to Morogoro and Mikumi with the New York group was successful, and I think everyone enjoyed the trip to the National Park. We arrived in Morogoro on Wednesday night and checked into our hotel, which I was pleasantly surprised to find was very nice. I had my own room with a huge bed and a TV, and the best shower I’ve had since arriving in Tanzania. I was feeling a little under the weather again after our long ride from Dodoma, so I skipped dinner and settled in hoping to find some Olympic coverage, as I have not yet had the opportunity to watch even one event. My search yielded no results on the 10 or so channels the hotel provided, so I was resigned to watching terrible South African soap operas before I collapsed in exhaustion around 8:30pm. Whatever it was that I had last week – the headaches, soreness, and fatigue – had returned, and this time it settled in to stay for about 5 days. Any movement or activity was exhausting and simply standing made my throbbing headaches even worse. I put on a tough face for the Mikumi National Park visit the next morning, however, and it was another great trip. Though we still didn’t see any lions, we did have a wonderfully close encounter with a herd of elephants, which had been somewhat scarce on my previous trip. Everyone enjoyed themselves and we returned happy and exhausted to the hotel.

The next morning we packed up and made our way to Dar es Salaam. We stopped on the way to the airport at a carvers market which had tons of stalls set up where merchants were selling fabric, wooden carvings, jewelry, and art. As soon as we got off the bus the merchants were yelling at us, urging us to come into their stalls. When we entered the shops we were quickly surrounded by people showing us all the wares they had to offer, claiming they would give us a good price. I have found there are hardly any set prices in Tanzania, and everything is based on who you are and what else you buying. Tourists are charged much higher prices for the same merchandise as locals are. (This also stands true for buying produce at the market in Dodoma, which is why I think I’ll be sending Margaret – the woman who cleans my house – to do my shopping! I’ll get back to Margaret later on…) It is understood that you never take the first price you are offered, and bargaining is a fact of life here. This has never been something I’ve been very good at, but I think I managed to do a pretty good job this time. Even when merchants claimed they were giving me the ‘local’ price and not the ‘Mzungu’ price, they were still extremely high, and I would make lower offers. If they didn’t accept, you have to show no further interest and walk away, when they will usually call you back and accept your offer. I made the mistake of showing interest in a canvas painting, though I was not interested in paying what they were offering. For the next 30 minutes or so I had men coming up to me claiming their shop had more and better paintings, and they would even go so far as to bring them to me and lay them out before me on the ground. I politely refused and continued on with the group, but these paintings kept catching my eye. I went to another stall and found one I loved, and proceeded to bargain with the artist and other men for about the next 30 minutes. He started out trying to charge me 100,000 Tsh for it, and though it was large (about 3’x2’), there was no way I was going to pay that! I used the fact that I was an artist as leverage, and told them I could go home and paint it myself for a very low price. I eventually got them down to 35,000 Tsh, which I still thought was a little high, but I was stressed and exhausted, not to mention it was time to leave. I am quite happy with my purchase – though I haven’t yet figured out how I’m going to hang it on my concrete walls – but I found the entire market experience to be highly stressful and not at all enjoyable. I prefer the method of shopping in which everything has a price tag, and this bartering business will take some getting used to!

I found the task of seeing the group off at the airport to be a bit challenging, as I knew they were going home to the U.S. and I was staying here. It’s hard to imagine being here for another 7 months and 18 days (but hey…who’s counting?!) when these past 3 weeks have seemed like forever. There is a quote I have found to be true which says something along the lines of: “The difficulty of a task gives it meaning. If it were easy, it wouldn’t be worth doing.” If leaving home and coming to Africa wasn’t going to be challenging, I don’t think I’d be here. I came looking for something new, and I’ve definitely found it. I know it will get easier as I find my niche, and I’m hoping being back in the office and learning our official jobs will help create that feeling. After saying our goodbyes and leaving the group at the airport (along with Miriam, who was headed with 2 of the women off for a vacation on the island of Zanzibar for a few days) the rest of the staff and I made our way to a Catholic and Episcopalian hostel to stay the night. I spent the rest of my birthday (I turned 22 that day) trying to sleep off the headache which now seemed like a permanent fixture in my head. Later on I was able to use the hostel’s internet (which was very fast and cheap…a rare combination) to respond to many emails I’d been waiting to get to. Calls from my grandparents and parents later on that night were a welcome end to the day, and it was so nice to hear voices from home. The next day Liz, John, Mmoti, Noel, Pastor Noah, Musa (our driver), and I made the 8-hour trip back to Dodoma. We were much more comfortable with the loss of 17 people from the bus, so we were even able to stretch out a bit, which made the trip much more bearable.

We arrived home to the wonderful smells of Margaret’s cooking, and though it was close to 5pm, she and her adopted daughter Maria were still hard at work. It is expected here that “Wzungu” hire someone to do cooking, cleaning, and laundry, and Liz and my help has come in the form of Margaret, a wonderfully kind and hardworking woman. Though we had originally decided she would come on Wednesdays for Liz and Thursdays for me, after one week she discovered she had too much other work to do. She told us she could come on Saturdays and do both of our houses at once, bringing along Maria to help with the extra work. Since the CK staff works on Saturdays this arrangement worked out fine for us, and we arrived home with her in the midst of her work. She and her daughter must have spent about 9 hours cooking, cleaning, and doing our laundry, all for a very small price. We were told she gets paid 3500 Tsh per day, which is an astonishingly small amount equaling about $3.00. She even does our shopping for us, which is a blessing. Although the market was exciting and new on our first visit, I found my second one to be slightly intimidating, and I feel very out of place there. I think Liz and I will be sending Margaret for a while at least, definitely until we know enough Swahili to communicate without help. After she leaves I find myself with a stack of clean clothes and a fridge full of food. This week she made me both cookies AND a cake, and I think she’s in on the scam to make me gain weight here! I plan to get the recipe for the cake to share, as I know my mom in particular would love it. I think I will be quite spoiled by Margaret, and it will be hard to return to home and doing these things all myself!

I’m going to try to stretch out and enjoy this final day of our vacation as much as I can, though I guess I may try to make one outing to the Internet CafĂ© to post this on my blog. I’ve received numerous emails and comments from people saying how much they are enjoying reading it, and that is wonderful to hear. It’s difficult to put what I see and experience here into words, and though I try, I know it doesn’t come close to describing what it’s truly like. I think telling the story is all I can do, and having someone there to read it makes it all worthwhile. Thank you for your continued interest in my journey, and I’ll try to keep my writings worth coming back for.

NOTE:
I thought I’d provide my contact info for Dodoma in case anyone needs it:

Cell phone: (255) 787 599 511
I’m not sure what it will cost you, but I can receive both texts and calls from the U.S.

Address: Sarah Dailey
Canon Andrea Mwaka School
P.O. Box 228
Dodoma, Tanzania
East Africa

8.20.2008

It Takes a Village to Raise a Child

Written Tuesday evening August 19

I guess I should start off with some good news…..I do not have Malaria! Though I had a few days where I wasn’t quite feeling 100%, I have fully recovered now and am feeling back to normal. Whatever I had made its way through the CK office, as both Elizabeth and John (one of the Tanzanians who works with us) came down with similar symptoms only a few days after me. I think everyone is better now and thankfully no one was sick for more than a couple of days.

The group of 16 visitors from the diocese of New York has now been here for almost a week, and since their arrival our days have been filled from morning to night with scheduled events. The group is representative of five parishes from the NY diocese, all of which are linked with one or more parishes here through the Carpenters Kids program. The group is made up of 14 women and 2 men, most of whom are middle-aged. Three teenagers did accompany them, however, and there are two girls who were 17 and one who is 13. I think the group has really enjoyed their time here, though they have definitely had their share of bad luck. At least half of the group has been sick at some point from either the food or water, and everyday we were missing one or two people who were too ill to leave the hotel. Despite this and other hardships (including a car breakdown which left one group stranded for over an hour, many long and uncomfortable journeys, and a packed schedule) the group has remained in amazingly high spirits. Though I know myself and the rest of the CK staff are exhausted from all the work this week as well, it has definitely been wonderful having them here. We’ve all had a great time.

Much of our week was spent visiting the parishes around Dodoma which are sponsored by the five churches represented by the group. Each morning we would meet at the hotel and go off in groups of about 8 people to visit these various villages, and each group was made up of both NY visitors and CK staff. Just this week I have been to four villages, each of which are strikingly different and yet similar all at the same time. In each village I visited – which included the villages of Chamwino, Humekwa, Iringa Mvumi, and Mvumi Muungano – our car was met outside the village by large groups of people who were singing songs to welcome us. The group would then surround the car and lead us on our final leg of the journey to the church, which often was quite a far distance. Many times we would get out and walk with them, sharing in the celebration. Upon arrival we were taken into the pastor’s home and served chai (breakfast), which usually consisted of coffee and tea, chapatti (like a flour tortilla with more grease!), some kind of fried dough (almost like a doughnut hole), and occasionally some variety of meat as well. After finishing, we were taken on a short walk around the village and shown some of the homes of the CK children. Most of these homes are made of mud bricks and are extremely small. We went into the home of a little boy named Jackson in Iringa which consisted of two tiny rooms (about 10’x10’), the roof of which was about 5’ from the ground. All of these homes have dirt floors and no furniture apart from perhaps small wooden stools. The doors are made from twigs or pieces of scrap metal, and if there are windows they are usually very small and high off the ground. It is hard to imagine living in these tiny dark spaces, and even harder to imagine that entire families occupy them. It puts it into perspective to think that in the States a home of 2.000 square feet is thought to be quite small, and yet here there are families of four and five living in about 200 square feet. How’s that for size?!

We were also shown the water sources for the villages of Iringa and Mvumi Muungano, both of which were appalling. Iringa’s water source was basically a large hole which had been dug in the ground to collect water during the rainy season, while in Muungano the men were digging holes to find water deep enough under the ground, where it was then pulled up with buckets. Both of these sources produced extremely murky and dirty water, and yet the people use it for everything – including drinking. As I’ve mentioned before, the water here must be boiled to remove impurities before it can be consumed, and yet in the villages they often do not do this, resulting in a large number of illnesses. We take for granted being able to turn on the faucet at any moment and get clean water, but here clean water only comes in bottles, which are too expensive for them to buy.

Iringa-Mvumi was perhaps the most heart-wrenching visit I have experienced thus far. Not only did we visit the home of Jackson, who had two clubbed feet, but there were also other members of the village who elicited strong emotions as well. Out of the 50 Carpenters Kids in this parish, one child stood out blatantly from the rest. He wasn’t any shorter or smaller or skinnier than the others, but he was an albino. From the moment I saw him I could see the pain he struggles with everyday, and he seemed to shrink into himself as if it people would just look past him. I can’t imagine how hard it must be for this child to live in a place where everyone around him has dark skin, serving only to accentuate his situation. I have a cousin in the U.S. with this condition, and though I can’t speak for him, I believe that there this ailment is not given much thought. I, for one, just think of him as being a little paler than the rest of us, nothing more. It was clear there was more to it for this boy. He wore a baseball cap pulled down over his face and sunglasses to shield much of him from the sun, but painful sores were still visible on his cheeks. Whereas all the other children in the group were excited and bubbly, this one little boy sat with his head bent, constantly trying to cover his face with his hands. I don’t think I have ever wished I could speak Swahili more, because at that moment all I wanted to do was to be able to tell him how handsome I thought he was, so that maybe for a moment he might sit up a little straighter and join the fun around him. I can’t help but wonder what will happen to him as he gets older, and I hope he is able to find the self-esteem he is entitled to.

We also visited the home of another member of the village whose son had been sick for quite some time. The man asked if Rev. Ellen O’Hara, one of the priests from NY, would come in and say a prayer for him. We all filed into the small house and entered the room where his son was sleeping. The boy didn’t stir as we gathered around him and Rev. O’Hara gave her blessing, but I could tell that the form underneath the covers was extremely frail and thin. All that was visible was the top of his head and the outline of his hip and leg bones protruding though the thin blankets. When we asked the man how old his son was, I expected an age of 8 or 9 based on the size of the boy I’d seen in the bed. I wasn’t quite prepared when he replied that his son was 28 years old and was the father of 5 children. At that point it became clear that there is no getting better for this man, as no 28-year-old could look that way and survive for much longer. The children’s mother had already died, and their father is most likely soon to follow. It is children like these that the Carpenters Kids program aims to help, but it was overwhelming to be confronted with it head-on. I think this family needs many many prayers.

After being shown around the villages by the priest and members of the church, we would then gather with the Carpenters Kids and the village members for the distribution of gifts to the children. Sometimes we were outside and sometimes we were inside the church itself, and today there must have been about 700 people literally sitting on top of each other to join in the festivities. After introductions are made by the church staff and committees, the visitors are asked to introduce themselves. I finally mastered my introduction in Swahili today and was able to recite it with no help from my notes!
This is what I said:
Ninaitwa Sarah. Ninawalatea salaamu toka Kanisa la Neema katika Georgia, Marekani.
Nitafanya kazi ya Watoto wa Seremala kwa miezi nane. Nimefuraha kuwepo hapa na asenteni kutukaribisha.

Which means:
My name is Sarah. I bring you greetings from Grace Church in Georgia, America. I will be working for Carpenters Kids for eight months. I am happy to be here and I thank you for welcoming us.

I think the crowd was somewhat surprised to see a Mzungu stand up and speak in Swahili! After introductions the village presented us all with gifts. Men are given the royal treatment here, and each day the man with us was dressed up like a leader of a tribe. The women were given gifts of gourds, baskets, jewelry, peanuts, and Kangas (traditional fabric which they use as clothing). Following the presentation of our gifts, it was time for the NY visitors to distribute the gifts they brought for their Carpenters Kids and the church staff. The group I was with for much of the week gave out T-shirts, pencils, candy, and socks for the kids, while adults were given dish towels, I love NY T-shirts and hats, pens, and tote bags. Each village has a number of singing groups, and throughout each day we were constantly given performances. Many of the songs had been written especially for our visit, and each song was accompanied by dancing and drumming. Some of my favorite performances were by the Carpenters Kids, and as Miriam said, those kids have more rhythm in their pinky fingers than I do in my entire body!

After closing remarks and usually more singing and dancing, we were then served lunch. Rice, beans, some kind of stew with potatoes and meat, cabbage, and soft drinks are usually served, and there is TONS of it!! While all of the visitors prepare our plates with modest servings, the people here pile pounds of food on their plates, including the children. I am always amazed to see how much these kids can eat, and then I remember that this may be their one meal of the day. It is also likely that rice is somewhat of a treat for them, as they usually are fed Ugali, which is a traditional food here which I am told is between mashed potatoes and grits. While the Carpenters Kids have been included in the meal on our last two village visits, it has been hard to watch as the hundreds of other village children stand outside. It is clear they too are in need, though it isn’t yet possible for them to be included in the program. There are hopes to expand the program so that eventually every needy child in each parish can be included, but it will take time and money for this to become a reality.

After shaking hundreds of hands and extending our thanks for the hospitality we have been shown, the group finally loads up and hits the dusty trail back to Dodoma. Each day offers new insight into what the lives of these people must be like, and I think it has been wonderful for the NY group to see what they are supporting. The people here are so generous. They may not have much, but they give whole-heartedly what they do have. The children are remarkable as well. I have yet to see a child be reprimanded for misbehaving, and that isn’t because the parents don’t discipline them. I am amazed by how patient and well-behaved they are, and they can sit quietly for hours without complaining. I think this may have to do with the pace of life, as things run much slower here. In the U.S. everyone is in a rush to do everything and is constantly stressed out, which influences the way American children behave. Here, however, things happen as they happen, and as a result the children are willing to wait.

Tomorrow offers no break from the busy schedule, as we are off to Morogoro and to Mikumi National Park. I’ve been here only two weeks, and yet I will have already been on safari twice! Maybe we’ll get to see lions this time! After spending two nights in Morogoro we head to Dar es Salaam, where we will leave the NY group at the airport. The CK staff (we are ALL going on this little journey) will stay another night in Dar, returning to Dodoma on Saturday. The office will be closed until Thursday next week, so it will be nice to have a little time to breathe!

I have had a few questions about the food and the weather, so I will try to answer those. I think I have already explained what kind of food is served here, and most of it is pretty good. I thought I might come to Africa and starve, but I am finding this is definitely NOT the case! I feel as though we are constantly being fed, and I have probably eaten my weight in rice since I arrived. Practically everything we eat is carbs, and a lot of food is fried. I have been running more in the last week here than I did in the last month at home, which I feel is absolutely necessary to ensure I don’t come home having put on a few pounds! I am finding that the one thing I miss most from home is good salads, as they aren’t served here (not to mention you have to be careful about eating raw vegetables). I’ve tried a variety of mystery meat, and today John (TZ from our office) made me try some liver we were served at chai. Let’s just say I wasn’t a fan, and I will not be eating it again! Unlike the NY clan, though, I’ve been lucky enough not to get sick from any of the food here, and I’m crossing my fingers that it stays that way.

The weather is quite nice here at the moment, though mornings and evenings can be pretty cold. (50s) It is winter now, so I’m trying to enjoy what little relief there is from the heat before it gets really hot in a month or two. It warms up a lot during the day, but without the humidity of Georgia it is much more bearable. It is extremely dry and the rainy season doesn’t start until November, at which point I’m told everything in sight turns green. I’m looking forward to seeing that!

I have also met Bishop Mdimi Mhogolo, and from what I can tell he is a very charismatic and wonderful man. He has great ideas about plans for the diocese, and he is very informed about his people and what is happening around Dodoma. One point I feel I must make about him, however, is that he is definitely not a man of few words. I have been in his company a few times now where he has been given the opportunity to speak, and his intentionally short speeches are usually quite long. He is in fact a man of many, many, many words. And when you think he’s done, he throws in a few hundred more just for good measure! I think everyone finds it quite humorous actually, and they know that when Bp. Mdimi has the floor, you better settle in your seat. You might be there a while!

I apologize for the extreme length of this post, but I feel I had a lot to write about. I’ve been hoarding all these thoughts that I intended to write out, so hopefully I got them all! I’ve just hit the two week mark of being in Dodoma as of today, but in terms of what I’ve experienced it feels like a lifetime. It will be interesting to see how time changes as I grow more accustomed to being here. I think it will get easier when I feel like I am no longer a visitor, though how long that will take I’m not sure. Only time will tell, and I guess I’ll have to wait and find out.

8.12.2008

Hustle & Bustle

Written Monday evening, August 11

It has been a busy week here in Dodoma, and it’s hard to believe I only arrived one week ago today. It seems as though it has been several weeks at the very least, perhaps because we have packed so much into every day.

We had our first day at the office last Thursday, and Miriam had us doing things to prepare for the New York pilgrimage group that will be arriving on Wednesday. On Thursday afternoon Andrew, a missionary from the UK, took us to a Nane Nane festival, which literally translates to Eight Eight, a holiday celebrating agriculture and farming. There were booths set up to promote different agricultural programs and crops, stands selling crafts and jewelry, and a section of animals taken from the national parks. It was interesting to take part in this event, especially as “Wzungu”, or white people. We often get called this walking down the street, and walking to town recently Liz and I heard the comment from a child who couldn’t have been more than a year and a half old! I guess they teach them young!

On Friday morning at 4am we boarded a bus with about sixteen other missionaries and made the four hour journey to Mikumi National Park for a day-long safari. Although our guide told us that the dry conditions and the time of day were not ideal for seeing animals we still saw many, and all we missed were the lions and tigers. I’ve never seen animals so close and in their natural habitat, and the trip provided ample opportunity to use my new camera! After leaving the park we traveled a short distance to Morogoro where we had dinner and stayed at the Lutheran Junior Seminary (private high school) and Language School. Morogoro is in the mountains and experiences a much more frequent rainy season than Dodoma. As a result the town looked completely different from what we were accustomed to, as everything was lush and green opposed to the dry dusty conditions in Dodoma. The next morning we went to another Nane Nane festival before heading back to Dodoma.

Sunday morning we went to our first service at the Cathedral which was in English and much more contemporary than I’m used to. Apparently the Kswahili service, which is at 7am on Sundays, is much more traditional, and I think we usually will attend this service. The Cathedral is quite pretty, although it looks more like a mosque than a Christian cathedral. After church we headed out on our first Carpenters Kids distribution in Mwitikira. The CK staff loaded up two Land Rovers with all the supplies we had to give to the children and made the hour and a half long trip on an unpaved and very bumpy road. I have a feeling we will be doing lots and lots of traveling during my time here!

I guess I should give a brief background of the Carpenters Kids program…..
The program was started as a partnership between the Episcopal Diocese of New York and the Diocese of Central Tanganyika. The program links a parish in the U.S. with a parish here, and AIDS orphans and underprivileged children from these parishes are selected to be “Carpenters Kids”. These children are given school supplies, a school uniform, and breakfast every morning. When a parish is selected they are asked to identify about 75 of the most vulnerable children in their parish, after which a screening committee travels to the parish to conduct interviews with the children and their guardians. The list is then reduced to about 50 children, though this may vary depending on how many children the U.S. parish chooses to support. After the children are chosen they are measured for uniforms and shoes, and these are then made back in Dodoma. Every Saturday the CK staff goes on distributions to these parishes, on which day all the uniforms and supplies are given out. Currently there are about 4,300 Carpenters Kids from about 73 parishes in the diocese, supported by various churches in New York, a few in Virginia, one in Australia, and by a group of college friends from Colorado. The Atlanta diocese also gives some support, though they are not directly linked with a parish here. It costs $50 to support one child for one year, and $2500/year seems like such a small price to pay to enable these 50 or so children to go to school.

When we arrived in the village, which has no running water or electricity, I was amazed to see the large crowd of people which awaited us. We piled out of the cars and went into a small house where Suzanne, a missionary from the church linked with this parish, had been living for the past 6 weeks. She had been teaching at the school there, and it was amazing to hear how touched she had been by the generosity of the people of Mwitikira. She arrived planning to sleep on an air mattress during her stay, but was surprised upon her arrival to find a nice bed in her room. It was not until her final week that she realized the bed must have been placed there for her use, and in fact it belonged to the priest of the church and his wife. They had given up their own bed in order to make her more comfortable, which truly shows the compassion and generosity of these people.

We were served a meal of rice, chicken, and beans before we went outside to begin the distribution. This was the second trip to the village for CK, as last year 50 children were given uniforms. This year, however, an astonishing 136 new children had been selected to be added to the program. So, in addition to giving the 50 ‘veterans’ their second uniforms, we were also able to give all these new children their uniforms, school supplies, mosquito nets, and mattresses. There must have been several hundred people gathered under the shade of the trees, both Carpenters Kids and people from the village who had come to watch. The church choir was singing and dancing, and Liz, Miriam, and I went and joined them. This was one of the most unique experiences I have had thus far. Even though I couldn’t understand what they were singing, they made every effort to include us in their celebration. Finally it was time for the distribution to begin, and each one of the CK staff was asked to introduce themselves. Miriam and Noel (one of the wonderful Tanzanians who works in the office) had written out a brief introduction in Kswahili for Liz and I, and though I made an attempt, I am uncertain whether they were able to understand a word I said!

Each child was called up by name with their guardians to receive their supplies, and then they went and changed into their new uniforms. It was amazing to see the crowd of children slowly transform from a group of children in dingy and tattered clothes to a group in their bright new uniforms, and you could see on their faces how happy they were. Several of their guardians and parents came up to the staff and shook and kissed our hands to extend their thanks, and it was touching to see the effects of this wonderful program. I feel honored to be working for an organization which does so much for people who have so little, and I am grateful for the parishes in the U.S. who have chosen to support it. I only wish they could all visit these villages, as I have now done, to see what a difference their donations are making. I am glad the group from New York will be able to experience this feeling next week, and we will be going on several more distributions during their visit here.

I think the continuous excitement and activity of this past week is getting to me, and I awoke this morning not feeling quite 100%. My stuffy sinuses, achy body, and headache made for a long day, and Liz and I joked that perhaps I have contracted Malaria. Even though the symptoms are similar, I think this was a slight overreaction, and I hope to be back to normal tomorrow! I hope also to be able to post pictures soon, but I have yet to have access to a fast enough internet connection in order to do so. Thanks so much for all your thoughts and well wishes. Your encouragement is greatly appreciated. Until next time, Tutaonana! (Goodbye!)